Yeaaaah .. Another one of my stupid series "an old man thinking " !!! My advice "Dont waste ur time reading it Just feel bitty on me and leave " =DD ... it's just me talking to myself as crazy i'm !!
A stupid routine we are living in ,,,,, Born ... Family ... Education ,,, School ..alot of schoool ..... University .... More university ... "EveryOne thought after uni. that he made a mistake ..... Work .... More work till death ... In the middle of work .."MARRIAGE" ... yeaaaaah the big fat frightening word .... After a while u realize that is the second Big Mistake in your life ..... Kids ... work .... kids .. work ... DEATH ... End of story Line !!
The Question is really is that Soo ??!! Do i have to get in to this routine whether i wanted or no ?!!! Is it all about eating ... drinking ... working ... make families ... Death !!! if it is all about this ... then i'm out of the game !! i wont play it .... Thanks a lot ... it's not worth it !!
First of all .. what made me think about this all ??! It's my Dad ... yup he is the reason ... on Looking on my Dad Daily Routine ... he wakes up early ... Go to work without even having his breakfast or a cup of tea .... a very Exhausting work Till 11:00 pm .... comes Home ... Eat his first meal most of the times .... Then start working again from Home Till 2:00 am ... then sleep to begin another day !!!! No Holidays .... Nothing else ..... The question Is he Happy ??!! NO, he isnt even he adores his work and always in a bad mood even if he is so successful in his work !!!
Then i began to think about myself ... Ok i'm not like him ... but i'm on my way .... University ... Working .... Ok Stop ... i dont want to repeat that all !!! this is me saying to myself
If anyOne ask him about that ... he will talk about responsibilities and family and achievement and so ... OHHH these are good words ... but to what purpose ??!! i guess he had another plans .. but was lost in the middle !!
Are we just Living making reactions to what life gives Us ..... wherever the wind blows .. We are with it ??! i dunno but this gonna change cuz i wont Play it that way ??!!
Then i began to think why i'll force myself to enter this routine again !! Why all that effort ??! Then i realized that there Should be a reason to live For ... a very clear plan that every step i may make is just to fulfill this plan and everything i do that contradict this plan should be stopped ... even if it is very important to me .....
Lets make an Example of a very simple Goal ... "I'm living to be Happy and to Enjoy life " .... Ok ... what i need To make this happen ..... "I need Money " .... reality says that .... Ok ... what i need to make Money .... "Ok lets think legally =DD " .... A good Job ..... Ok ... what i need to have a good Job .... "A good Education" .... thinking like that till reaching the point i'm standing in .... Then begin to put plan in to action !! that all people think "as it should be" in the beginning ... but then a Job came in the middle to take all my time that prevents me to enjoy life ... then this job become an obstacle that should be removed .... All what i make in Life should Only be in the benefit of the Goal i want !!!
And as our Goals become Bigger and have more than thinking of ourselves .... The more we are reaching the real reason we are living For !!! But Frankly speaking "To have a silly shallow Goal is better than Not Having a Goal at all " !!!
To be continued ......
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