An old man Thinking ...."Ok I'm Fed UP !!! Why is this all about ??? Why all the effort??! "

Yeaaaah .. Another one of my stupid series "an old man thinking " !!! My advice "Dont waste ur time reading it Just feel bitty on me and leave " =DD ... it's just me talking to myself as crazy i'm !!

A stupid routine we are living in ,,,,, Born ... Family ... Education ,,, School ..alot of schoool ..... University .... More university ... "EveryOne thought after uni. that he made a mistake ..... Work .... More work till death ... In the middle of work .."MARRIAGE" ... yeaaaaah the big fat frightening word .... After a while u realize that is the second Big Mistake in your life ..... Kids ... work .... kids .. work ... DEATH ... End of story Line !!

The Question is really is that Soo ??!! Do i have to get in to this routine whether i wanted or no ?!!! Is it all about eating ... drinking ... working ... make families ... Death !!! if it is all about this ... then i'm out of the game !! i wont play it .... Thanks a lot ... it's not worth it !!

First of all .. what made me think about this all ??! It's my Dad ... yup he is the reason ... on Looking on my Dad Daily Routine ... he wakes up early ... Go to work without even having his breakfast or a cup of tea .... a very Exhausting work Till 11:00 pm .... comes Home ... Eat his first meal most of the times .... Then start working again from Home Till 2:00 am ... then sleep to begin another day !!!! No Holidays .... Nothing else ..... The question Is he Happy ??!! NO, he isnt even he adores his work and always in a bad mood even if he is so successful in his work !!!

Then i began to think about myself ... Ok i'm not like him ... but i'm on my way .... University ... Working .... Ok Stop ... i dont want to repeat that all !!! this is me saying to myself

If anyOne ask him about that ... he will talk about responsibilities and family and achievement and so ... OHHH these are good words ... but to what purpose ??!! i guess he had another plans .. but was lost in the middle !!

Are we just Living making reactions to what life gives Us ..... wherever the wind blows .. We are with it ??! i dunno but this gonna change cuz i wont Play it that way ??!!

Then i began to think why i'll force myself to enter this routine again !! Why all that effort ??! Then i realized that there Should be a reason to live For ... a very clear plan that every step i may make is just to fulfill this plan and everything i do that contradict this plan should be stopped ... even if it is very important to me .....

Lets make an Example of a very simple Goal ... "I'm living to be Happy and to Enjoy life " .... Ok ... what i need To make this happen ..... "I need Money " .... reality says that .... Ok ... what i need to make Money .... "Ok lets think legally =DD " .... A good Job ..... Ok ... what i need to have a good Job .... "A good Education" .... thinking like that till reaching the point i'm standing in .... Then begin to put plan in to action !! that all people think "as it should be" in the beginning ... but then a Job came in the middle to take all my time that prevents me to enjoy life ... then this job become an obstacle that should be removed .... All what i make in Life should Only be in the benefit of the Goal i want !!!

And as our Goals become Bigger and have more than thinking of ourselves .... The more we are reaching the real reason we are living For !!! But Frankly speaking "To have a silly shallow Goal is better than Not Having a Goal at all " !!!

To be continued ......

An Old man thinking ...... Return to Bases !!!

Dunno walahy ,,,,, Last few months i think of that alot .... 2l kalam 2l kbeer dah .. Life we future we religion ,, what i'm suppose to do .... why .... we ba3deeen ,, tayb dah 7aram dah 7alal ... lazem 2gahed nafsy ... mosh 3aref 2batal kaza ..... must improve myself fe kaza ...... Then Yesterday i Told myself ... STOP 2stanna shwya keda .... hwa 2na bafaker 3ala what bases ..... i started to think of my problem as a physics or mathematical problem .... As we face a complicated problem we return to the original law or base or theory ... then start over to rethink of a suitable solution !!!! So i Thought Of RETURNING TO BASES !!!

The Start of all thing ....... there was a job god wants any one to do .... "انا عرضنا الامانة على السماوات و الارض و الجبال فأبين ان يحملنها و حملها الانسان انه كان ظلوما جهولا "

what is the job ..... the job is to settle in earth and build it with the tool of the religion and laws of Allah which will guide whom will take the job to perfectly do his job ..... the prescription of the job is as follows :

1- Build the earth and settle in it and make community based on justice.
2-The employees must obey and goes under the instruction and tools given Cuz it's the best way to make the job done
3-Employees who will do the job good will be rewarded by all means forever.
4- Employees who wont obey and forget the instructions wont be rewarded and will punished till forever
5- Job starts when u r born to death.
6- Under the instruction bases employees are free to do whatever they want.

this job was offered for all creatures .... and all refused to make ... except for the mankind 2ly wa2ef zay sab3 2l promba keda and said i'll take it with all it's prescriptions ... we tab3an Out of greed for the reward ....

Walahy b2a fakereen mosh fakreen hwa dah 2ly 7assel and we agreed for that!!

That's was the first step !!!

second One was 5laas 2na of my job delw2ty 2hh b2a ....... i was born to find more than Group that says this is the right way and these are the instructions god put ..... So my second job was to find the right instructions ..... searched ... compared .... looked up Until for my self i found Islam is the right way to live under the right constructions and most recent ones to live with !!!

Stage three .... Found Islam we ba3deen ??

Tried to understand what islam means ,,,,, Believing that Allah is my only god who sent his prophet Mohammed to Guide us to the right way afte people forgot !!! and All he wants from us to be on the right track to be rewarded as i hoped !! ..... So i found that "Muslim" means 2n tossallem nafsak le allah ...... i'm owned by Allah .. doing as he says in his instructions ... try to work more to be rewarded better .... a short time of work leads to an infinite reward .... Found that i'm sure that Allah sent Prophet mohammed and wants the best for me .... wont ordered me to do something i may not use or would be better not to do it !!!! so i must believe and Obey All what is said .... To rearrange my life to fit this ,,,,, Not rearrange the religion to fit me !!!

Found That all my inner war and conflict can be easily solved be Just go back to the simple rules !!! Rearrange my life Upon this ..... Found that Life is better when it is simpler under simple rules !! bas


Still Thinking !!!

Pursuit Of HappYness !!

Another Trial of playing the role of "7akeem 2l Zamaan"  !!! ... Or i Just still affected by the movie . Either way i just had the feeling to write something about it !!

Aren't we all in Pursuit of Happiness ??!! Aren't we Learn and work and searching by all means for happiness  !!, searching for a smile, self relief, a full hearted laugh. Even when trying to do all we can for paradise and God's acceptance , we are searching for happiness. Without such purpose we are meaningless, All what we do and effort is for nothing. 

It is a bless, a Gift for who really want it, It is a mental status that is earned not waited for. It is a pursuit with every meaning the word may mean. In my poor Opinion, The two main keys of Happiness is Acceptance & Purpose. 

In Acceptance or By the Arabic word is richer by meanings "EL REDDA" ... Dont mean to surrender  but to accept what life brings whatever it is, Working for changing what we dont like for sure , but without fury and sadness, Knowing that sadness and depression wont solve anything, Knowing that whatever God brings to us is Good regardless How it is look like , Knowing the meaning of "REDDA" in sickness and Health, To be rich to be poor, whatever our status , we work in Acceptance. Knowing that when a day passes , it never comes back, And our short lives are Days, So it Doesnt worth to pass by Without Happiness!!

In Purpose, Is that we know that all our actions is to reach Happiness , Nothing Random, Even Fun and silly things is for a reason , It is our life , we wont Stop making things that make us happy just for the fear of people judgement, It's our life and that what we will be asked about by Allah. Actions makes Happiness and above  all  To Bring Happiness to whom around, To each and everyone around, even to complete strangers. To put a smile in someone face worth the whole world.

We make our Happiness and our Misery, We decide to be happy or to be sad, Us and only Us, Whatever happen in life and surrounding factors , we decide to be Happy or not .Life isn't easy and this the way it is, But How we feel about it returns to Us.